met up with hengzhe on tuesday nite to have supper at alazar coffee shop near beauty world shopping centre. we talked until pass 1am. it was quite cool to talk with him. these are the things i enjoy doing, to meet up with people, sit around and talk with them about anything. black canyon coffee at serene centre is no longer there, instead, replacing her is a japanese restaurant which i forgot the name. used to go there with mingrong before the shop changed hand.

i dunno....it feels dreary when you are probably not the buddy you wish the other person would regard you as. sometimes things seemed so nonchalant and one-sided.

my dad said discouraging things to me again which were hurtful. his comments are always so acidic and piercing. i felt like crying but i did not cry.

God is still my source of love. God has been very generous to me. i'm thankful. make me a blessing to someone today...

Give as 'twas given to you in your need,
Love as the Master loved you;
Be to the helpless a helper indeed,
Unto your mission be true