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SH**! Why did i make myself sound so bad during NG today. Oh freak. Some things had seriously shakened my sanity. Someone is going to have the wrong perception of me again. Sigh...my hope is dwindling. I am going to contradict myself in my next sentence. (Take a deep breath) I feel like giving up. But i know i shouldn't. Cannot give up. God, please make everything simple for me please. Let a yes be yes and no be no..I am really sick of the middle road.
I am supposedly excited about the interviews next week. Didn't know why i said i wasn't confident. AHH!
Had my mood take a dive after talking to my friend last night?
Saturday, July 08, 2006
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Hey Benson!
Best of luck with your interviews man! Here's something I learned a long time ago: be yourself! Don't say something just cuz you think they wanna hear it. If you truly believe something let em know! They'll really connect with you on that level.
Well, they really took away our net at work now...bah! All because of MySpace...but instead of just blocking that site they ruin it for everyone who played by the rules. So now the only time I can get on is nights or weekends...oh well. Such is motivation for me to find somewhere else where the right to surf is respected eh? lol Before ya know it we'll both be in the same boat ha ha. Catch ya later bro.
wah wat kinda friend did u talk to
Thanks mike for the advice! Haha..Oh man..dun leave your job just because you cannot surf the net. Tell your boss the reasons why he shld let the employees surf. To increase their happiness level which will hopefully translate into higher productivity. LOL..
Jimmie, I was talking to a fren with some interesting issues that nearly dries up my saliva..haha
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