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I made my own horror movie this week. It is titled "The thesis". The story is about journals becoming brain sucking monsters and zombie professors who preys after students.

I'm thankful that i had survived through my 3 presentations without losing my sanity. Quite happy with the way i handled them actually. My examiners were nicer this time. Managed to answer their questions better toooo.

I must thank xiaoling and huiqin for editing my results and discussion for me. They had been a great help. =)

Got reminded of some past hurts. They don't bother me much now. I still feel a bit sad but seriously, no point dwelling on it.

I feel numb by my work. The effects of having insufficient sleep are similar to getting drunk.

Strangely, i don't see black and white. Everything looks grey to me. My train of thoughts are going in all directions. Can't focus. I am not sure what i want in some areas of my life.

I feel that i had been irresponsible in some things. Especially my commitment in fellowship in feb. I don't want it to happen that way. Just need that period to sort things out by myself. Didn't want to affect anyone. It was a trying time. God...you know what i mean.

Met hanley for dinner. frank sharings. But it's good. Thanks bro. Wanted to catch up with him before he flies off next week.