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4th draft for my results...3rd draft for my discussion. I feel like going insane. Editing and formating results is a horrendously draining process. My energy is sapped. My health is abating. Mental and physical illnesses are just a keyboard away.

Anyway it's going to be over pretty sooon...YESSSSSSSSS...

I felt that i had failed the initial phase of the test. Why did i not rejoice in my "sufferings"? Did not Jesus mentioned that we should rejoice, knowing that all things work for the good? I knew the verse but never apply it into my life.

But i thank God for reminding me about the verse yesterday during BS. It's so easy to let earthly things get in the way of my relationship with God.

Dear Father, into your hands i submit my life, work and relationships. Give me discernment in the midst of confusion. Give me the strength i need for my work. Give me wisdom when i speak. AMEN!

Jimmie told me that one of my examiners liked to disturb me during my honours presentation because i looked boyish (roll eyes) ...Thankfully, he liked my presentation. Anyway, I was quite nervous during my presentation. Can' think well these few days. Tired neurons to begin with; moreover my sympathetic system wasn't in the best condition. I can't even write properly for my thesis.

Another thing to give thanks for - When i was perparing for the presentation on operational sex ratio. I did not expect the TA to ask me so many questions regarding guppies sexual behaviour. HAHA..oh boy...i was glad she asked those questions. Guppies are my speciality topic. Throw me anything man. It was a breezeeee though the start was abit dead...because i was a walking zombie by my 3rd presentation. I felt so relieved after everything.

The route for my backpacking trip with mr is almost done. We planned most of the stuffs in my lab of all places..haha. End it off with Amazing race at 10pm. Left school close to midnight, thanks to bus 151. Have to take a cab in the end. Looking very much forward to the trip because this is my first backpacking trip and i'm going with a good buddy. It's going to be an eye-opener tooo. We'll be going to Thailand, Cambodia and Laos. Bless us with a safe journey...