it is the month of june. the half mark of 2010. i am unsure where i see myself in for the next 5 years. somehow things are becoming blurry. i have lost interest in my hobby that i once was so passionate about. i am not sure whether i have made the right decisions to let go of some things. have i invested my time wisely in the right things? i wish i can know certain answers. if only life wasn't so complicated.