oh blimey.. this got to be one of the toughest week i had. it was really stressful and emotionally draining to be accused when things doesn't go right. i am physically tired.

we had to rush out a 100 pagination book in 6 days. and given the super tight timeline, i made some blunders due to my inexperience in the SOP. nevertheless, what done has been done, i am glad the most difficult part of the process is over. and i learnt that i have to be firmer when i am talking to clients and vendors in my job. i had to strike a balance between being nice and not to the extend of being trampled on.

i cannot be a perfectionist in this job or else i will be expecting huge disappointments. somehow, there are too many variables that are beyond my control. i really have to let go and flow along. it is good that my boss and colleagues have been supportive of me all the while.

i got to stay close to God so that i will not be swayed by the events that are happening around me.

i am suppose to go for 2 appointments tomorrow. but i feel like taking a good rest at home.