i actually managed to keep aside a thousand dollars last month to put into my savings account. the first time in my short 2 years of working life. primarily all thanks to the continuous OTs i had to do for the pass month. i had to turn down a few appointments because of that. my expenditure in october was at an all time low for 2008. and to have a peak period coming up from dec to early 2009, things are going to become more challenging.

i had been hanging out with my new colleagues lately. just went for a dinner at great world city with my studio manager and senior account manager on friday. i am thankful for the nice colleagues who have been supportive and encouraging for the past couple of months. they really made the difference. honestly, work has been trying, especially so when it comes to managing people's expectations.

i'm so sorry for all the appointments that i have missed. hope you guys will understand.

the feeling of missing the presence isn't as intense as it would be previously. am i getting less sentimental? or the lack of communication is slowly drawing us apart? not that i did not tried to reach out, but the responses have either been trickling and even nonchalant. i don't wait for promised replies as eagerly as i would because they will be forgotten somehow. i am not exactly sad or disappointed. what to do when there is a thing call "busy" between people.