going to celebrate youmin and jimmie's birthday and watch the fireworks display this evening. its going to be crowded.

i love my weekends now. no more doing things or join activities that i have to drag myself to. those weekends got to be some of my gloomiest for past few years. i am relieved all that is history. i feel very much liberated. i always feel restricted and the oddball in there. no matter how many times i try to fit in. the same feeling comes back again. and strangely, it only happens there and not anywhere else. its not anyone fault. maybe i am just not suitable to be in there.

now i am back to my chirpy and hyperactive normal self again. yup. that's the way i am made to be! a side which i probably never get to express wholly last time but glad its still in me!