this entry may sound faintly narcissistic but i am abounding with much enthusiasm to share it to you guys who are interested to read about me.

anyway, i have known this person for 26 years. i know where he lives, what he likes to do, how he thinks and feels and what he treasures most. but i have been spending very little time with him and trying to understand how he works. i would spend most of my time and energy with other people and as a result, neglected him. there comes a time where i don't even know this person and do not understand why he behaves the way he does. i felt frustrated with him sometimes. and only there, it strikes me that i should do something about it. i began to spend more time with this person call me.

seriously, i am loving myself more as i learn more things about me. furthermore, giving more time for myself has really help in the self-discovery process. i discover some things about me that i don't appreciate previously or felt awkward why i had them. to the extend that i suppress those traits of mine. i am feeling more comfortable with my little set of belong-to-me traits. they are extremely cool. i am not trying to say here that i am a hip or rather happening kind of person; more that i don't lose my self or try pretend to be someone else. i just like being myself. i like the person who has grown to be me for the past 26 years. yea! a big hug for myself.

i met woon kong, dennis and kok wah for lunch today at a beijing restaurant in tiong bahru plaza. its always so cool to catch up with friends whom i haven't meet for awhile. i like the company of friends that i made in my previous company too.

if you have made this world a more beautiful place for another person. you are awesome!