have u ever want to talk to someone but not sure who to ask or are afraid that the friend is not free to listen. sometimes this feeling sucks big time. realised that i keep alot of things to myself nowadays. there are some things which i really can't audio-fied. but it has made me rely not on people but on God more.

i cannot trust what i see. i cannot trust what i hear. i cannot trust how i think. i cannot trust how i feel. i can only trust in the Holy One and His plans for me.

maybe i am tired cos i am doing things my own way?