had my qt on the bus on monday morning. i was shown these beautiful verses.

i will be like the dew to Israel;
he will blossom like a lily.
like a cedar of lebanon
he will send down his roots;

his young shoots will grow.
his splendor will be like an olive tree,
his fragrance like a cedar of lebanon.

men will dwell again in his shade.
he will flourish like the grain.
he will blossom like a vine,
and his fame will be like the wine from lebanon. ~ hosea 14:5-7

been thinking what kind of a person am i. i am not easily understood. it is probably better that i do things by myself. but that would be contradictory to what i learn about god. i am afraid of hurting anyone. especially those who are dear to me. i wish i know what to do.

i am very thankful that god is still there to listen to me. i feel really tiny and he is so big. alot of things are happening in my life right now which nobody around me exactly knows. i know i can surmount all of them with jesus by my side. he will still be taking care of me as long as i rely on him.

things seemed like peanuts when you focus on his love. that is if i allow.