reached home at 1115pm. can't imagine i still end up working overtime today even after trying to clear my work on the weekends. i'm jaded. need a break. to rot at home and do nothing for a day.

just saw youmin's photo album containing some photos that she took in laos. it reminded me of my backpacking trip there in may last year when i was absolutely burdenless and carefree and commitment-less. i'm suppose to go with hengzhe on a holiday trip in sep this year to california. hopefully i can save enough by then.

i have come to accept the fact that there is no point to hope that some things will turn better. i have done my best to be a good bro. maybe it is better to remain neutral. i'm tired of crying over it again and again. but i did learn many from the experience.

sometimes i wish i can go to some place new where i can experience love and warmth. do u love me as a brother? that answer doesn't matter anymore. its not about how much i get in return, its more of how much i can give.

robin made me 2 cardboard trays for me to put my emails at work. it was nice of him. =)
the trays are cute. haha.

i'm glad that jimmie is not mad at me over my absence the other day. she is angry with dbs bank now. haha.

looking forward to meeting gerard again next monday for a movie and spending good time. i don't care what activity i do with my friends when we meet up, it is the time that matters. i thank all of you who spend time with me. your company is greatly appreciated.