This colour

I was reading Mike's comment in my previous entry. There are also some regretful things which i wished i had never did back then. I ruined a friendship that i treasure so much with my own hands. I really dunno why i behave in such a insensible and childish manner. Feeling so remorseful looking back. I dunno how this friend sees me as now. Sometimes, i "cry" inside. I still regard him as my best friend no matter what he regards me as. I never did have the courage to bring this up and he doesn't read my blog. This painful lesson has changed me somewhat. Learnt a lot from this experience. Absolutely broken. Rebuilding in progress. Yup, we are being mould.