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I returned back to sleep after my alarm rang. My body felt lazy and lethargic. I missed the sunday service and spent the morning listening and trying to talk sense to my friend who was feeling depressed and helpless. She was crying when i called her. As i speaked to her, something came up in my mind spontaneously. Love is not self-seeking. It becomes so easy for us to centre around ourselves and forget about the people around us. I am thankful that i was being taught a lesson as i talked to her.

Went to church for fellowship. Attendance today was much higher than usual. The sermon during fellowship was conducted by Pastor Yang. I liked to listen to his sermons because his preaching style is very engaging. I agreed with him that it is when you are broken that God can change and transform you. Of course, that will only happen if we allow Him to work in us.

I was also reminded today to submit my life wholly to God. To stop holding on to things which will only bring more problems later on. Sometimes it is good to take a step back and pray. There are still some things which i must learn to accept...