Saturday, April 29, 2006

This colour

Went for NG. Had worship and prayer session today.

After lunch, watched "The Wild" with Ethan. Quite a cute movie. The Cathay theatre was superbly grand and spacious. Haha. First time there and we got the largest theatre to watch the movie. Cathay is going to be another cool hang out spot in future. Ethan treated me ice-cream after the movie. Thanks bro. =)

Orchard Road was freaking crowded with sapiens, I felt very uncomfortable when strangers brushed their bodies against mine. It was an agarophobical experience. Why must teenage girls carry such big bags? The bags looked more like 20KG weights swinging around dangerously with each stride of the carrier. The blows from the bags were quite detrimental if you were unlucky enough to come into contact with one. If i am not wrong, the tiny capillaries under your skin will burst under the impact. Ok la...i think i am getting a bit overboard here. The reason why i want to bring this up is because i always get hit by BIG BAGS in bus 96 on my way to school. I just hope these pseudo-bimbotic, young and innocent girls will carry their bags properly. It's not their fault. Yup. It's the BAGs fault. Please forgive these bags...

I'm feeling helpless. Sometimes, some things just look so confusing to me. I wanted to show concern but don't dare to.I'm afraid i will invade the personal space of the other person. But i feel uneasy when i am not able to help. It's such a dilemma and irony. AHHH!!!!

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hey Benson!

Seems like people are always treating you to food man...gotta share your secrets with me ha ha

I remember going to junior high and girls would have these huge silver foil-looking purses with them at all times. I would say "You could fit another person in one of those things!" They would give me a sneer and be on their way lol

I know how you feel about wanting to help and feeling like you're in the way at the same time. I know people who I could really open up doors for and they know I can do that but I want them to be able to approach me as well. First step of change is acknowledging there's a change to be made. Just put out the vibe and you'll be "good to go" bro.

Chimp oFF the bloCK said...

Thanks bro. Haha. That is so funny...fitting an entire person into a purse. =)

Yeap. I'm very thankful for people who open themselves to me. I felt frustrated when peeps who are close to me always leave me guessing about their thoughts.