This colour
I will be still and know you are God
My good pal, Dorothy, treated me to brekos on thursday for a belated birthday meal. Thanks dot for the card and meal. Really appreciate your friendship and for being both a fair and rainy weather friend. It's amazing how God bring people together. Yes. Sincerity is something that cannot be expressed just by saying out in words without any follow up actions. I want to thank bro Hanley for his concern all these while. Thanks bro.
I am wondering have i become a hard hearted person. It has become a mammoth task for me to be touched by nice talks anymore. Some things still appear insincere to me even when they are real. I cannot help it. I am trying to accept...God! you must help me with this...i am so tired of struggling with this problem.
Thank you Father for allowing me to be your monetary keeper. I will give my best for the service. Servant without a name..that's what i want to be.
I don't want to waste too time thinking about that now...got other tasks that are fighting for my attention.
Thanks Xiaoling and Huiqin for helping me to pluck the tiny cotyledons for my experiment today. I will be stucked in lab forever if not for your help.
Thanks Jimmie for your up-to-date information about lesson plan changes. =)
And here's my newest nickname: Yap (Tongue Click Sound)! Meng...so lame...thanks man.
2 comments:
haha.. the food look so good~..
brother.. jia you! last sem liao...
ur heart is definately not harden, just that we know that if we go there too often, we just make ourselves vulgnerable.. so we tend to listen to it less than usual..
listening to our heart in friendships takes effort, maybe due to time or thru hurt, we decide sub=consciously to ignore it,cos we are tired of doing so or we just want to stop getting hurt.. n in the mist of this process, we thought we have harden our hearts..cos we dont feel for people as much as we used to..
but personally, one day i woke up, and found out in the mist of all these, i have lost myself too.. cos i am no longer the jan that i used to be which is sad, cos i was happier being someone that He created me to be than to be someone i thought i would be better off..
Thanks jan!
For sharing your experience...You jia you too! I want to be myself again. It was happier then for me too.
Thanks for being understanding tooo. Really appreciate your views. =)
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