This ColoUR

Wish i can reformat my brain. Some things are hard to forget. Thought i had entirely gotten over it until last night when i had a strange dream. Woke up with a heavy heart. Felt better after i went back to school.

Went to Woon Leng today with Huiqin and Youmin and Mr Yap. Saw the largest seed pod in my life...they belong to the tiger orchid. Super funny...the woman owner of the place gave each of us a stick to defend ourselves against some supposely harmless dogs. Haha.

Had dinner with Melvin at Clementi Town Centre after lab. The first 2 food that we ordered were sold out. Finally settled on Bak Kut Teh which was quite good. Felt hungry.

I can't stand people stereotyping other people when they haven't see the real them.

Learnt how to play a new board game on sunday.

What if I climbed that mountain? What if I swam to that shore? What if every battle was victorious then would you love me more? What if I were everyone's first choice? What if I went farther than before? What if I stood high above the rest than would you love me more?

What if I ignored the hand that fed me? What if I forgot to confess? What if I stumbled down that mountain then would you love me less Lord?

What if I were everyones last choice? What if I mixed in with the rest? What if I failed what I passed before then would you love me less?

You say I belong to you apart from the things I do

In a world that keeps changing there's one thing that I know is true. Your love is staying. There's nothing else I'll hold onto...