Sunday, January 29, 2006

This colour
Kermit the frog has around 2300 siblings and a couple of hundred thousands relatives. The only hardship he faced while he was growing up was to remember all their names. Haha.

First day of lunar new year. This is going to be a unusually long holiday in the beginning of the year. Supposedly the dog and spring has returned. Find the local media rather biased in their coverage. All the animals in the zodiac do not get as much attention as man's best friend when it was their turn. We'll see what happens next year during the year of the pig.

I received a fair share of anonymous greeting smses from people i didn't know or probably those that i had deleted their numbers from my handphone. And two strangers waved to me on a bus today. Must had mistakened me for another person. I'm sure they were waving to me cos there were only 3 persons inside the bus.

Melvin thought he saw me driving a car to school. What is going on here? Ha.

Anyway I got a little secret to reveal here. There are actually a few clones of me hanging around the island. Forgive me if i don't wave back to you if you ever wave at "me" on the streets since each of us has a different circle of friends.

Gotta try hard to sleep early..think i look like a zomb in the mirror. My eyes are bloodshot in the morning.

Have not been going out and have been turning down friends who asked me to chill out. Saving up period.

Feel like going for a haircut..to make the hair stand...they are falling flat right now on my head.

You will feel much happier if you be yourself...you get it? Miss XXXXXX. I don't think i am a refine gentleman myself and i would not try to be a goody one. It's isn't me. Learning to accept yourself is an ongoing process cos we dun like some parts of ourselves and we ain't gonna get rid of those things by just ignoring them. Face it and turn them around.
Thank you Jesus for bringing me through this trying period when i feel lonely and do not know who to turn to when i need a listening ear. It is great and encouraging to know that You will be there for me today, 2omoro and forever. Let my eyes see good. Let light enter and shine out of me. Humble me Lord. Teach me to love others the way you do. All the temporary highs and material things faint in comparison to the presence of your Spirit in me touching my soul.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

eh!! must save up more.. when i come back!! Party time!!

Chimp oFF the bloCK said...

Yeah i will. =)