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Had a sumptuous dinner with my mum and dad. Feeling freaking full after the feast. I was looking at the pair of chopsticks i was using. They reminded me of a bird's beak. The resemblance was justified when i tear a chunk of meat using the chopsticks. My arm was like the neck of the bird and the hand, the head of the bird.

My phone bill will explode this month. Must change my plan soon.

This christmas eve was the most memorable and enjoyable experience for me. Went to City Harvest for their Christmas service. There, they put up an excellent and creative performance pertaining to the meaning of Christmas. It was both entertaining and meaningful.

After the service, i joined Mel's cell group to the carnival which was inside one of the Expo halls. Tried a ride by the name of Meterorite, where people stood in a circle at the peripheral of the caged-structure. The whole thing would begin to spin and gather up speed along the way. The centripetal force was incredibly big. Your whole body would just glue onto the wall. It was a delightfully fun ride.

It was Mel's birthday and they got him a calender with all the well-wishes inside each month and a cover-page of the B-boy. That was sweet of the people. They also bought him an acoustic guitar. Cool piece of instrument. Mel played a few songs for us. Nice one.

At about 1030pm, reached PPC and passed some books to Edwin. Joined the congregation there and sang a few Christmas carols during the candlelight service. Received a Christmas card from Robin. Thanks bro. Left the place after that.

Went to esplanade and had countdown. The whole place was bustling with teenagers and merry making crowds. Anyway we did a countdown that was way passed midnight but well it was fun. HAHA. One of the guys bought some cans of sprays and we began to play with the sprays.

Never had so much fun activities packed into a single day in the month of December. Yup and thanks for the Christmas smses. I appreciate them. And i kind of expected to get zero smses from some group and haha it happened...not surprising anymore anyway...

If only i can see the fireworks during countdown on New's Year Eve if there are any...

I saw a song titled "we used to be friends". Reflecting back, many things had became past tense in my life. I am now living in the present tense...Haha. Though i do look back sometimes thinking of the good times i had, at the same time, they remind me of the unpleasant moments at the end.

I don't think any relationships can be maintain through absolute minimal communications. I am not refering to acquaintances or hi and bye friends here of course. It is just weird that there is no sharing at all. Nothing at all. Even on sundays, minimal conversations.

Seriously, i really don't know what to share during sharing sessions when the camp comes in 5 days time. I am feeling very apprehensive to say some things on my mind. I want to be as frank as possible but i just think it's not right to say out my thoughts. I'm gonna get c******** if i speak my mind. It's very du lan when you say something and someone do not understand and begin to say you are wrong blah blah.

Tell me what to do man...