Wished i can be oblivious to all things except my studies. Just play the game along. Form a letter "U" everytime on my face and the sky is supposed to be sunny after that.
Can't understand the insanity inside me.
I want to go somewhere else where i can start anew and yet, i am bounded. I want to be nice again but i can't. I fear closeness and intimacy. I fear committment. I seriously don't want to face it again. I feel vulnerable. My flame has dwindled in luminous. I have no courage to do it again.
Oh do i sound sad? Actually i'm not really that sad. It's just part of my mind. Yeap, i had a super duper fun day in school yestd. Haha. If not for a stupid test today. I will have go out and entertain myself. Freaking a**hole test! I feel violent this week. Don't laugh or i'll run you over...evil laughs...
3 comments:
haha..your mind is another scary place i see...
i SIGH! i don't really understand but i guess i don't have to right? hee... u know that i'm your friend and you feel really blessed already yar? hee.
crazy
actually i comprehend abit more today. after reflecting abit. haha. God knows u best so ask Him what is the best thing to do for yourself i guess...
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