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I had my first paper this afternoon. Thank God He took away every bodily discomforts i had inside the examination room (which is actually a laboratory). One paper down, 2 more to go!! I'm really in holiday mood now. After monday's paper, i will be totally free for 10 days before my last paper. A bit crazy la..my first paper and my last paper are so far apart. Ha..

Ate at Genki sushi in Yusoff Ishak Hall after the paper with a couple of my friends. I am having great difficulty in chewing solid foods with the ulceration at the back of my mouth. Had only a piece of bread in the morning. Tried to eat porridge but it was a torture chewing the meat. In the end, drank milk instead.

I had plan to go for routine runs every alternate days but things always seemed to crop up..ARGH...Going to start again from next week. Feels great after a good run.

My friends are planning to hike the forest at Lower Pierce Reservoir next week at night. YEAH! I'm going to join them. Meishan wanted to go and see the flying lemurs. Haha. They are nocturnal animals by the way. Cool right. I wanted to go and see the swamp forest freshwater fishes. Well...flying lemurs can do also. As long as they don't fly and slammed into my face.

I feel so distanced from someone. Sigh...suan(4) le(4).

I am feeling better today, the symptoms of fever had somewhat subsided. A big thank you to all those who prayed for me last night and yeah my Father in Heaven.

I always wish i have a brother who can play with me while i was younger. I will bring him to explore around. My sister had been a great companion and she is going to get engage soon. Haha. I really want to thank God for her. She has been the most wonderful sister anyone could have. Yup, and we respect each other's opinions and that helps to avoid many conflicts. She has been very considerate and thoughtful to me. I want to wish her all the best in all her future endeavors.

My spider orchid just bloomed but i don't have any camera to take a photo of it...

Sometimes i just want to run away from some things and i mean really run away and avoid the situation totally. How to be myself? I want to be myself. Just feels that i am being engulfed by another person and i am behaving in a way which is not myself. I am not schizophrenic, just a confused sapiens.