Good weather. Went for a jog in the morning. Found out that my chin-ups has dropped. The result of slackness.
Completed the 4th book of the Chronicles of Narnia..now reading the 5th book.
My ulcer hasn't fully recovered. It has been there for nearly a week. Never had one for so long.
I should begin to plan the things i should be doing for the next 4 weeks...regarding work not playing. I need more self-discipline and good time management. Still got a lot of room for improvement in both departments.
Need to look beyond people. Not being cold, but more focus towards things that need more attention right now. I am very tired why am i always affected by some stuffs. Frustrations that always end up in anger. And anger that ends up hurting someone. This test is tough. I dun want to bother about how some things are being run anymore. It's not good for me to stress myself over something that cannot be done in the way i wanted. But that doesn't mean i will conform...I will still do things my own way as long as the purpose is right.
I need to learn to accept people for who they are. It just hard when i am an idealist. I need to learn...really need. Been telling myself to do that and always failed...know why? Cause i don't trust God enough. I am doing it by my own effort. God is telling me to work with Him. I have been proud and disobedient. Kanna whack again and again and still stubborn.
Nothing you can do
Could make Him love you more
And nothing that you've done
Could make Him close the door
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come
Yeah..that's how good God is. No matter how bad or sucky you are, He will still love you and reaching out for your hand. That's the meaning of LOVE. Remember my cranial dictionary did not have this four letter word in it a few weeks ago? I had closed the door to God, His love could not enter my heart. My heart was filled with darkness and lonliness. It was a horrible time. This test was really painful. Never been feeling that way ever since my grandmother passed away.
I am still doing fine and well. And these past few days had been eventful. For His love has renewed me everyday. I know i cannot change totally into another person. I can only change to a God-trusting man. Let me be strong in you Father, for my heart is wild and you shall shepherd me.
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I shall continue the rest of the lyrics here..=)
"Come to the Father,
Though your gift is small
Broken hearts, broken lives
He will take them all
The power of the Word
The power of His blood
Everything was done
So you would come
Before the world began
You were on His mind
And every tear you cry
Is precious in His eyes
Becasue of His great love
He gave His only son
Everything was done
So you would come"
God is so faithful and ever so patient with you. when I read your blog, i'm really blessed and touched. May the Lord continue to shine His light unto your path as you walk along side on this eternal journey with Him, hand in hand...
Esther =)
Thanks esther, you have been an encouragement to me too! =)
sometimes if u feel that change destroys who u are,remember that it is instead turning you into what u were meant to be. God allows stuff to happen to us to soften our stubborn spirits and to mould our stiff wills.
haha that is what i learnt frm my qt actually.. thanks for being a friend to me. really. and please pray for mee! i feel stressed! haha.. thanks!
hello dot!
Thanks for sharing what you have learnt in your QT. I will pray for you. Glad to have a friend like you too. Hope u have a fruitful and blessed week ahead!
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