Saturday, October 08, 2005

Blue

Stepped onto the tree top trail at Mac Ritchie for the first time. Nothing much to see there. Boring place. Everything is so artificial. Only like the rain.

Left the place early. Suppose to stay on for a friend's birthday celebration. I feel so frustrated. Why must this happen to me? I have enough things to take care of. Why does my mind always create a destructive image in my mind. Moreover, I cannot share the struggles i am facing to the person i "thought" i am closest to. Who is this person now? Lines are being vaguely drawn. I don't even know who is my closest friend. Passivity is the cool thing now?

Lift me up again with your comforting hands O Lord. Let me find peace and comfort in your words. Amen.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

relaz!! take things one at a time!!

Chimp oFF the bloCK said...

Yeah i will take learn to take one thing at a time cos i only have one free hand. Second hand is for throwing things.Ha.

Anonymous said...

jiayou!

Chimp oFF the bloCK said...

Thanks jimmie! You jia you too!